Appendix B
The Cases That Changed the Conversation
Condensed Edition
In 1991, a thirty-five-year-old singer named Pam Reynolds lay on an operating table in Phoenix, Arizona. Surgeons cooled her body to sixty degrees. They drained the blood from her brain. They stopped her heart. By every measure medicine knows, Pam Reynolds was as close to dead as a living person can get.
And yet she saw.
She described the surgical instruments. She reported a conversation between the nurses. She recalled the bone saw that opened her skull. When the medical team compared her account to the surgical records, detail after detail lined up.1
That single case did not prove the soul exists. No single case could. But it did something almost as important. It forced a question that medicine had been able to avoid: if the brain was shut down, what was doing the seeing?
This appendix collects the cases I consider most significant. Some are strong evidence for the soul's survival. Some tell us about the encounter itself. Some open in darkness and end in light. I have tried to present each one carefully, naming the people, the researchers, and the year, and being honest about what we know and what we don't. Where the evidence is strong, I say so. Where it is disputed, I say that too.
I have grouped them into three types: veridical cases (where the person reported facts they could not have known by ordinary means), transformative cases (where the encounter changed the person from the inside), and distressing cases (where the experience opened in fear and darkness). All three matter for this book's argument. For the full evidential case for the soul, see Chapter 6. For the dark passage and its meaning, see Chapter 10. For the life review, see Chapter 13.
A veridical NDE is one where the person reports seeing or hearing something that was later checked against the facts and found to match. These cases carry the strongest weight because they rule out the most common dismissals. The patient was not hallucinating a random scene. The patient described real events, and the records confirmed it.
Pam Reynolds's case is the most discussed NDE in the medical literature, and it deserves the attention it gets. She had a giant aneurysm at the base of her brain. The only surgical option was a procedure called hypothermic cardiac arrest, or "standstill." Surgeons would cool her body, stop her heart, and drain her blood, giving themselves a window to clip the aneurysm from a brain with no blood flow.
During the operation her eyes were taped shut. Molded speakers in her ears played loud clicking sounds to monitor her brainstem. Her core body temperature dropped to sixty degrees Fahrenheit. Her EEG flatlined. The blood was drained from her head. By every known measure of brain activity, there was none.
I heard a natural D … and I felt myself being pulled out through the top of my head. I could see the doctor sawing into my skull with what looked like an electric toothbrush. I heard a female voice say, “Her vessels are too small.” — Pam Reynolds, as reported in Michael Sabom, Light and Death (1998)
The surgical team confirmed the details. The bone saw did resemble an electric toothbrush. A nurse did comment on the size of Pam's femoral vessels. These facts were part of the surgical record.2
The case is not without challenges. Skeptics have asked whether Pam's perceptions might have occurred during the induction of anesthesia, before the brainstem went fully silent, or during the rewarming phase.3 These are fair questions. But the specific details she reported correspond to moments deep in the procedure, not to the beginning or the end. And the brainstem monitoring was continuous. Michael Sabom, the cardiologist who documented her case, argued that the timing of her perceptions lines up with the period of deepest clinical death.4
I present this case as strong but not unassailable. No single case is. What it shows is that a careful, well-documented report of perception during deep clinical death exists, and that the simplest explanations do not easily account for it.
In 1979, a forty-four-year-old Dutch man arrived at a hospital in full cardiac arrest. He was comatose and blue. A nurse removed his dentures during resuscitation and placed them in the drawer of a crash cart. The man was successfully revived after prolonged efforts.
A week later, the same nurse entered the patient's room. The man recognized him at once. "You're the one who took out my dentures," he said. He described the cart, the drawer, the room, and the positions of the staff with accuracy that startled the entire team.5
Pim van Lommel, the Dutch cardiologist who later published the case in The Lancet as part of a landmark prospective study, noted that the patient had been deeply comatose during the entire resuscitation. He had no pulse and no measurable brain function at the time of the perceptions he described.
This case is well-documented because the nurse independently confirmed every detail. It is not a story filtered through years of memory. The patient identified his rescuer and described the room before anyone told him what had happened.
In 1977, a migrant worker named Maria suffered a cardiac arrest at Harborview Medical Center in Seattle. After she was revived, she told her social worker, Kimberly Clark Sharp, that during the arrest she had floated outside the building. She described a dark blue tennis shoe sitting on a window ledge on the third floor of the hospital, on the north side. She described its worn-down left toe and a shoelace tucked under the heel.6
Sharp went to look. She found the shoe exactly where Maria had described it, with the details matching. It sat on a ledge that could not be seen from the ground or from inside the building at any normal angle.
Maria's case is widely cited but carries real limits. The original report comes from a single witness (Sharp), and the shoe was not photographed in place. Later investigators, including Hayden Ebbern, Sean Mulligan, and Barry Beyerstein in 1996, placed a shoe on the same ledge and argued it might be partly visible from certain windows.7 The case is suggestive but not conclusive on its own. I include it because it was one of the earliest veridical reports to enter the literature, and its influence on subsequent research was enormous.
The AWARE (AWAreness during REsuscitation) study, led by Sam Parnia and published in Resuscitation in 2014, was the first large prospective study designed to test NDE claims in real time. The team placed targets on shelves near the ceilings of resuscitation rooms. The idea was simple: if a patient genuinely floated above the room during cardiac arrest, they should be able to see the target.8
Out of 2,060 cardiac arrest patients, 330 survived. Of those, 140 were interviewed. Nine reported experiences consistent with NDEs. Two reported visual awareness during the arrest.
One case stood out. A fifty-seven-year-old man described leaving his body during cardiac arrest, watching the resuscitation from a corner of the room, and hearing an automated defibrillator give two audible prompts. His account matched the timing and sequence of the medical events recorded by the staff. He accurately reported details of the three-minute resuscitation window.9
None of the verified perceptions occurred in rooms with the ceiling targets. The man who accurately described his resuscitation did not happen to be in a target room. That means the study's central experimental design was not confirmed. But neither was it refuted. And the man's verified perceptions during documented cardiac arrest remain powerful evidence in their own right. As Parnia noted, the patient's recall of auditory and visual events during the arrest was confirmed by the medical staff and the hospital records.10 AWARE II (2023) continued the research and expanded the findings, documenting signs of electrical brain activity that surge briefly after cardiac arrest, though the relationship between these surges and conscious experience remains debated.11
Veridical cases answer the question "Is the soul really there?" Transformative cases answer a different one: "What does the encounter do to a person?"
The answer, across thousands of reports, is striking. People come back changed. They lose their fear of death. They become more compassionate. They reorder their lives around love. And one feature of the experience, reported over and over, seems to drive the change more than any other: the life review.
In a life review, the dying person relives moments from their own life. But they do not watch from their own point of view alone. They feel what the other person felt. They experience their own kindness as the recipient received it, and their own cruelty as the other person suffered it. There is no hiding. Everything is seen.
Kenneth Ring documented hundreds of these accounts across his career. In case after case, the person described standing in the presence of a being of light or love while the review unfolded. The being did not condemn. It asked one kind of question: "What did you learn? What did you do with love?"12
One account, reported by Ring in Heading Toward Omega (1984), came from a man who had lived a hard and selfish life. During his cardiac arrest he found himself reliving a childhood moment in which he had bullied a smaller boy. But this time he felt the smaller boy's shame and confusion. He experienced every blow from the other side. The man said the review was not punishment. It was truth. He said it felt like standing in the presence of someone who loved him completely and wanted him to understand what he had done.13
Jeffrey Long, in his database of more than four thousand NDE accounts at the Near Death Experience Research Foundation, found the same pattern again and again. People described seeing themselves from the outside. They felt the weight of their choices. And they felt it in the presence of someone who did not accuse them but simply let the truth speak for itself.20
This pattern matters for the argument of this book. The life review looks like what Scripture calls judgment, but it is not cold or distant. It is intimate. It happens in the presence of love. And it changes people. The reading I develop in Chapter 13 is that the life review is a glimpse of the full encounter with Christ: a meeting where everything is seen, everything is known, and love is the air in which the truth is told.
Researchers have found that NDE experiencers who report a life review show greater and more lasting changes in compassion, generosity, and concern for others than those who had an NDE without one. Greyson's long-term follow-up studies confirmed this pattern: the review seems to be the single most transformative element of the experience.14 If God is the one who shows the soul its own life, then the life review is not a courtroom procedure. It is a meeting with a love that insists on honesty.
Not every near-death experience is bathed in light. A smaller but significant number of experiencers report something very different: darkness, fear, a sense of being lost, attacked, or trapped. The research on these experiences is thinner than the research on positive NDEs, partly because people are less willing to talk about them. But they are real, and they matter.
Bruce Greyson and Nancy Evans Bush published the first careful analysis of distressing NDEs in 1992, identifying three broad types: the experience that begins positively but turns frightening; the experience of a featureless void; and the experience of outright hellish imagery, with hostile beings or scenes of torment.15 Bush expanded on this work in her 2012 book Dancing Past the Dark, arguing that distressing NDEs have been underreported because of social stigma. People who return from a dark experience often feel ashamed or confused, and they keep silent.
The case of Howard Storm is the single most detailed distressing NDE in the published literature. Storm was a professor of art at Northern Kentucky University. He was an atheist who had little patience for religion. In 1985, while on a trip to Paris, he suffered a perforation of the duodenum and collapsed in his hotel room.
What he described next was terrifying. He felt himself leave his body and stand in a dim, gray space. Figures appeared and beckoned him to follow. At first they seemed helpful. But as he followed them deeper into the darkness, they became hostile. They began to taunt him, to push him, and finally to attack him. He described a descent into what felt like a place of total degradation.16
Lying in that darkness, broken, Storm recalled a fragment of a song from his childhood. "Jesus loves me, this I know." It was the only prayer he had. He cried out, "Jesus, save me."
A tiny little light appeared, infinitely far away. … The light came closer and closer. … I was being held by this most wonderful presence, and I was being bathed in love and light, and all the horror and all the pain just melted away. — Howard Storm, My Descent into Death (2005)
Storm described being lifted out of the darkness by a being of radiant light. He identified this being as Christ. The encounter included a life review in which he saw his own cruelty, his arrogance, and the people he had hurt. But the review did not come with condemnation. It came with compassion. The being showed him what love looked like, and how far he had been from it.
After his recovery, Storm left his academic career, entered seminary, and became a pastor. He spent the rest of his life telling his story, not to frighten people, but to say that even from the darkest possible place, the cry was answered.17
Storm's case is anecdotal. It was not monitored in a clinical setting the way the AWARE cases were. We have no EEG readings, no surgical records. We have a man's testimony about what happened to him when he was dying, written up years later. I include it not as clinical proof but as a theologically important account that fits the pattern I trace in Chapter 10: darkness, then the cry, then the answer.
Storm's case is not alone. Maurice Rawlings, a cardiologist, reported in To Hell and Back (1993) that some patients described frightening visions immediately after resuscitation, only to lose the memory within hours or days. He argued that distressing NDEs were common but forgotten quickly because of the trauma involved. Rawlings's methods have been criticized. He was an evangelical Christian who may have shaped the reports he gathered. But his core observation, that some NDEs are negative and are rapidly suppressed, has been confirmed by later researchers.18
Bush documented a wide range of distressing accounts in Dancing Past the Dark. One person described floating in a featureless void with no sense of time, identity, or hope. Another described being pulled downward by unseen hands into a place of fire and noise. Some of these accounts ended in rescue. Others simply ended, with the person revived before any resolution.19
What do we do with these? I don't think they are proof of eternal hell. These people were not dead. They were dying, and they came back. A distressing NDE is not a postcard from the damned. It is a report from someone at the threshold. And in most cases, the darkness did not have the last word.
That is worth pausing on. In Storm's case, the cry broke through. In many of the cases Bush collected, the person called out for help and was answered. Even in the void experiences, where no clear rescue took place before the person was revived, the experiencers often reported that the void felt like an absence they were meant to fill. Something was missing. They reached for it. The darkness pressed them toward a cry they might never have made in ordinary life.
But I also don't think we should explain them away. They are real experiences, and they fit a pattern that this book takes seriously. God does not always open the encounter with light. For some, the first thing the soul experiences is the reality of life apart from God. Darkness. Isolation. Fear. And then, if the soul cries out, the light comes.
That is the pattern of the staged approach I develop in Chapter 23. A God who knows each soul may let some taste the darkness first, because that is what it takes to break through the walls they spent a lifetime building. The dark passage is not cruelty. It is the opening move of a love that will not settle for a shallow yes.
I want to be honest about limits. None of these cases proves the Christian faith. None of them proves that Christ is the being of light. None of them proves that the soul survives death beyond all possible doubt. And the literature has real problems. Sample sizes are small. Some studies rely on self-report years after the event. The strongest cases are still debated by careful scholars on both sides.
But together, they do something real. They shift the burden of proof. When multiple patients in controlled settings describe verified events that happened while their brains showed no measurable activity, the claim that "the mind is just the brain" gets harder to hold.
And the content of the experiences matters as much as the evidence. Across all three categories, one theme keeps appearing: love. The veridical cases happen in the context of a being of warmth and acceptance. The life review unfolds in an atmosphere of compassion, not wrath. Even the distressing cases end, when they end well, in a rescue driven by love.
If these experiences are even partly what they seem, then the dying person does not slip into nothing. The dying person meets someone. And that someone, whatever name the experiencer gives, matches the God this book describes: a God who pursues the soul through every stage of dying and beyond, who tells the truth in love, and who answers every cry from the dark.
That is not proof. But it is evidence. And it is the kind of evidence a grieving family deserves to know about.
↑ 1. Michael B. Sabom, Light and Death: One Doctor's Fascinating Account of Near-Death Experiences (Grand Rapids: Zondervan, 1998), 37–52. Sabom's account remains the most detailed clinical documentation. The case has since been discussed in virtually every major NDE survey; see Pim van Lommel, Consciousness Beyond Life (New York: HarperOne, 2010), 170–173; Bruce Greyson, After (New York: St. Martin's, 2021), 97–100.
↑ 2. Sabom, Light and Death, 41–47. Sabom confirmed the surgical details by cross-referencing the operative notes with Reynolds's account.
↑ 3. For the skeptical case, see Gerald Woerlee, "Could Pam Reynolds Hear? A New Investigation into the Possibility of Hearing during This Famous Near-Death Experience," Journal of Near-Death Studies 30, no. 1 (2011): 3–25. Woerlee argues that auditory perception may have been possible despite the ear speakers.
↑ 4. Sabom, Light and Death, 45–49. Sabom notes that the details Reynolds reported correspond to surgical events that took place during the period of deepest physiological suppression, not during induction or rewarming.
↑ 5. Van Lommel, Consciousness Beyond Life, 171–172. The case was first reported as part of van Lommel's 2001 prospective study: Pim van Lommel et al., "Near-Death Experience in Survivors of Cardiac Arrest: A Prospective Study in the Netherlands," The Lancet 358 (2001): 2039–2045. The patient had been in ventricular fibrillation with no measurable cerebral function during the entire resuscitation period.
↑ 6. Kimberly Clark Sharp, After the Light: What I Discovered on the Other Side of Life That Can Change Your World (New York: William Morrow, 1995), 12–18. Sharp first reported the case informally in 1977 and published it in full in her 1995 book. She confirmed finding the shoe exactly where Maria described it, on a ledge not visible from the ground or from inside the building at any normal angle (15–17).
↑ 7. Hayden Ebbern, Sean Mulligan, and Barry Beyerstein, "Maria's Near-Death Experience: Waiting for the Other Shoe to Drop," Skeptical Inquirer 20, no. 4 (1996): 27–33. The investigators visited the hospital and attempted to reproduce the viewing conditions.
↑ 8. Sam Parnia et al., "AWARE — AWAreness during REsuscitation — A Prospective Study," Resuscitation 85, no. 12 (2014): 1799–1805.
↑ 9. Parnia et al., "AWARE," 1802–1803. The verified case is described as "Case 2" in the study and involved a fifty-seven-year-old man who accurately described visual and auditory events during a three-minute period of cardiac arrest.
↑ 10. Parnia et al., "AWARE," 1803. The authors note that the patient's recall of the automated external defibrillator prompts was verified against the AED time log.
↑ 11. Sam Parnia et al., "AWAreness during REsuscitation — II: A Multi-Center Study of Consciousness and Awareness in Cardiac Arrest," Resuscitation 191 (2023): 109903. AWARE II documented electroencephalographic markers potentially consistent with conscious processing up to an hour after cardiac arrest.
↑ 12. Kenneth Ring, Heading Toward Omega: In Search of the Meaning of the Near-Death Experience (New York: William Morrow, 1984), 67–72. Ring found that the life review was one of the most consistently reported features of deep NDEs.
↑ 13. Ring, Heading Toward Omega, 71–73.
↑ 14. Bruce Greyson, "Near-Death Experiences and Spirituality," Zygon 41, no. 2 (2006): 393–414. Greyson's longitudinal data show that experiencers reporting a life review scored significantly higher on measures of concern for others at both short-term and long-term follow-up.
↑ 15. Bruce Greyson and Nancy Evans Bush, "Distressing Near-Death Experiences," Psychiatry 55, no. 1 (1992): 95–110. This remains the foundational taxonomy of distressing NDEs.
↑ 16. Howard Storm, My Descent into Death: A Second Chance at Life (New York: Doubleday, 2005), 13–28.
↑ 17. Storm, My Descent into Death, 29–45. Storm's subsequent career change is itself documented; he was ordained and served as a United Church of Christ pastor for many years.
↑ 18. Maurice Rawlings, To Hell and Back: Life After Death — Startling New Evidence (Nashville: Thomas Nelson, 1993). For the methodological criticisms of Rawlings, see Greyson and Bush, "Distressing Near-Death Experiences," 97–98, who note that Rawlings's evangelical commitments may have shaped his interview technique, but acknowledge his contribution in drawing attention to the phenomenon.
↑ 19. Nancy Evans Bush, Dancing Past the Dark: Distressing Near-Death Experiences (Cleveland, TN: Parson's Porch, 2012), ch. 3–5. Bush provides the most sympathetic and thorough treatment of distressing NDEs in the literature.
↑ 20. Jeffrey Long with Paul Perry, Evidence of the Afterlife: The Science of Near-Death Experiences (New York: HarperOne, 2010), 107–114. Long's NDERF database is the largest collection of NDE accounts in existence, and his analysis of life-review reports is grounded in over four thousand responses.